Thursday, May 29, 2008
-7:07:00 PM



im just a stain


Looking forward for todaes lesson.besh gile..where i can realli tink and where i am kinda gd at ah.haha.


Well sulala today was kinda cute, we kinda irritated each other and would dig a hole and stick my head in if she was like staring.hahax


went to skul wit nabz..da lame since we went to "congkak" together. shes the best "gal"fwen i could ask. well let secrets b secrets eh nabz..


well i hope that the time would still itself and i can do watever i want. i can Reminisce on the things i had done. sit on a wooden bench beside a red phone booth and see the sun setting but i know it would nevr will. hugging a cup of mocha with my palm and smoking ciggy that would nvr end.


then i saw you strolling down the beach, with the jaggered hair, black as your pupil, red scarf around you neck and a pearly white dress with the bottom silently hides your little foot. you actually smiled and just walk on.


i tried to stand and give a chase, but like in a bad dream, its just so hard. i see your Silhouette go further and further into the sun till i see no more. and then i realised that thats my only chance and i just watch it away. dno lah if you would come back again in the way i saw you and gave me a smile and i can smile back.


all i nd is 1 chance..n ill be anything you want me to..

what a blessing it is to be loved

youre an angel sent to me.


bt i lost you..

lost again...



Wednesday, May 28, 2008
-3:28:00 PM



Hello , Sucy here . Updating for Mr Dedy . So basically this is Dedy with cutestuff . ((:




Tuesday, May 27, 2008
-8:54:00 PM

im just a stain

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek




today is a boring day. as always. but today is particularly boring. except for sulala that sat in my group. the cute n excited girl. love watching how she reacts to little things.

well, whole day kena twitches in my heart. like people constantly using pencil to poke me. kinda fun actually. maybe this is what you feel when you care for some1 huh. n 2dae my fone did not ring.

i feel like going to werk n ride the bike as fast as i can. thats the way to release my stress. reli effective. especially when youre in a near accident. haha. well i just hope shes doing well and having fun kos if shes happy, i'll be 2.



Monday, May 26, 2008
-11:02:00 PM

I never wanted this to happen.. i asked her out yesterday and she would confirm with me.
asked her today and she saed shes too tired.

so i guess i asked my close friend instead to go as ive saved up the money for that day. so might as well spend it rather than on smoke..

nice movie. after that i plan to eat buut i saw sm1 i least expect. i guess she gt a glance of me.
shes with her friend and i thought saying hi. but i gt huh instead.

left her wit her buds..

couldnt eat normally. think bout her always.

even on the bus ride home i thought of her. couldnt realise that shes the 1.nvr expected any xplanations but she tried giving me.

hushed her but gt a knock instead.

just wna say you are the one hu makes me whole and empty

in my heart and in my soul

just like he sun you,show me the light

im amazed and your the reason why