and again its happening to me.. beginning to hope that i was someone else.. when it was calm and peaceful, it was damn solemn, but when the clouds gets cloudy.. woohoo.. what a storm..
first of all, i woke up late and get into some squabble wit mum over me over sleeping..aiya.. haha.. that was ok lah i guess. next comes deeyan.. im truly sorry dian.. i heared you ask what time we were going off.. i tot some of them answered.. when i turned around to say, your eyes turned away..dapat au takde orang cakap.. i was so pissed with myself.. i truly m an idiot.. but was fun today that my group was once again reseracted by the presence of sulala and sanana. reli made my day.. i realised that whenever im down, im up.. as in i look more lively and crazy kos maybe i wana forget bout it. but it do werk.
had weekly meetings with nabilah as usual at macD. actually planned to go gym but i guess carrying the apparels for gym was oliadi workout for me as i was so tired.. we talked about feelings, minds, and all sort of situations that i may find myself in the near future..haha.. hope it wud nt come true.. todae was the day i reli opened up kos we both kinda thinks alike and reli share common things. shes the best gal flen i had thus far. better than best friend but never shared a 'wana start a relationship' feelings.. ive yet to come up wit a word 4 us.. haha..
now i know a lot of things.. and what i shud do n dont.. N_D_A K_ _ I K... she is what i shud be prioritising.. and i will.. ill get us back where we used to be.. 2 years n 3 months back
