Thursday, August 21, 2008
have you ever paused, n saed.. wat am i doing..
do i reli want to be me. this person dat is me..
its like youre in a place you dont know, hands full of blood.. n you just dont know how it gt there..
a rush of questions rush to you mind, your alreadi cramped mind. you start to recall where you were, wat you did, even when you know its too late. you try to make things better for the future which you know you reli cant.
you find yourself in the middle of a plain. you see an oasis from afar. you run towards it but ur legs r just too heavy. but u still ran.. ran for the oasis.. the nearer u r, the vaguer the oasis becomes. n soon u relise that its just a mirage. n there you r.. ntg to look on..run to.. hope for..
as light shys away. darkness takes over..stonecold surrounding rises. you cant see urself. you cant see the way, your lips froze, you cant shout, or scream. but under thoes faltering breath, you whispered.. you whispered prayers of saint. with no prove of it ever coming true, you still hold on to it. with no reason to do so.as quick as it comes, it goes. now ur back staring at this monitor of yours. what have you done recently to reli make use of urself instead of counting on others to do ur bidding. we control our path, our outcome. how unpredictable life might be.. we have to learn standing on our feet. dont let an event push you down so low, till you just find it hard to scramble back on your feet. thoes hand helping you know would go. they themself have to find their path.
so dnt find yourself hanging one day when you wake up. pull urself up..its the effort..the work done.. it will carve u.. friends keep changing. only a few stays with you for a couple of phases of your life. sooner or later they will have to go.. build themself a castle.. till you mit up, you will tok about the castle youve build. over a humble cup of coffee
