i don not know if there is anyone worse than you. you sleep the whole day waking up just to call of your stomach. you dont do work and you dont feel even a slight of guiltiness. for 3 years.. 3 years you didnt suppoort us. i never get what i want and have to work for my needs. my basic needs damn you. you always spout things without thinking, you always think that you were always right.
what ever i do is never right, what ever i didnt do is also never right. to me youre just a dead body living in the house, sucking all the luck that we have left. you shout and scream at the break of dawn and you never really cared. you and your arrogant attitude, you never want lose out to me dont you. you cant let me have something more than you. you always have something to stop me from doing what i like. ur generation and mine are like lightyears apart. i even planned with ma fren to get a rented house so that we can escape hell in heaven.
even youre own grandad passed away, you dont even attend his burial. are you even human? are you? with mums condition like that, which you really are responsible for. you are. you dnt even made an attempt to make her better but you leave her making curry puffs to make ends meet. everyday i go to school, den off to werk and help mum with her curry puffs till even 3 at times and you were living your dream, in your dream. you always think that there is a way iot for everything, must you really find the way out, if you dnt get yourself in this. sometimes i miss my teenage years to work and try to feed you. i dont even go out with ma frens, even if i do, its like just for awhile. ive been patience all this while.. i still am. but i still love you.. i still do
