i guess im back to my old mood, i no longer find sending order a drag. i guess there are no more mini games playing in my mind that makes me so exhausted mentally and physically. no more things bothering me, its the life that im used to. school den werk den go home sleep. and im finally sticking to 1. im so relieved. this way, i wont find myself pondering which way should i go.
school was like mundane. but luckily for me i gt bucuk to like accompany me through my days in school. its strange that some people who was like in the same environment for 2 years oblivious about each others existance suddenly like addicted to dat 1.
truthfully, school would be just school if it aint for the people that walks to school with me, smoke with me, webby with me, eat with me, laugh with me. this is school after all. dont mind the "institution of education" label. school is where you meet friends, make friends, expand your network and thanks to this, im not stuck at home waiting for someone to hit me to chill.
i have motive in life finally. my aspirations are to finish school enter ns, get into OCS, get myself a shoulder rank, and sign on. my life is sealed. that is my final answer. when i retire, i wana be a PE teacher. have 2 kids with my dear wife. on boy and one girl. boy - Al Shemarq, girl - Al Therisha. may sound arab but it just sounds nice. and i want my children to be first in tha class list. hehe
