Tuesday, September 23, 2008
i always find it hard to sustain something in life. to get it, yes. to hold it no. sometimes i wonder. its this ability that makes some of you out there hate me. i think. but its beyond my means to like gather all of you to come together. i have bigger things to gather.
im sorry if i ever gave you like unsure smile. i have too much to think. but when i do take time to think bout you, it just saddens me as i just dont know how to help you. you probably have lots of ppl out there thinking like me but i have no intention to be one of them. but mutually exclusive.
to have someone who has an upperhand over me really bring me down. im not a peacock who needs to show my feathers to have you notice me. if i think im not good enough ill let it go. ill let it go.
I can see you're sad. Even when you smile, Even when you laugh. I can see it in your eyes, Deep inside, you wanna cry. i really hope that i can be there for you but i knoe its impossible.
Everything always happens for a reason, I guess it was never meant to be. But it's just something we have no control over, And that's what destiny is.
but if you need me. im here ya.. distance is just units. theres cars, trains and bikes. ill walk there if i have to.. smile2Labels: she
