isnt it nice to have someone there like now. when you need someone to hold your hand and never let go when she herself has probs. where we put one another ahead before ourself. where we share a world to ourself with no one else is there.
its a shame that all this while ive been taking girls i knew as close friends rather than special. while special people to me just leaves. i dont care if you dnot talk to me, ignore me kos maybe this shows that im wrong. wrong about everything thats hapening.
maybe its my luck that i have to go through this all by myself. im a man on my own. but its hard opening up to one gal and suddenly youre not that close anymore. and you drift. and everything settles like the tide. people who are not there are the people that do not share a world with you. people who has their own world. people who are not really there for you. people who just listens. people who are just people. i need someone special. too bad i guess.
