Wednesday, October 22, 2008
as nearing thoes doors, heartbeat count down to the moment of truth
as i open thoes doors, tears starts to fill my eye bank.
i close it back. a few deep breathes later. im in..
seeing her in that condition. just breaks my heart. lying, eyes close. as if i can feel her pain.
i lightly hold her hand. she twitched. i whole world just stops there and then. shes than come to life and how relieved i was. spoke slowly. looking at the scar and the staples that are holding thoes skin together. i just broke more.
i just wish shes alright and hope that this ends her suffering or maybe most of it.
and the last isnt about who ever you hink it is. it is on someone who doesnt read my blog. sorry if you get caught in the heat.Labels: mama, she
Friday, October 17, 2008
Well if I die tonight
I wonder Where I'll be tomorrow
Nobody cry please
Push away the sorrow
'Cause I ain't been
The best of men
The best of friends
The best of mom
And mamas first son
The best of anything
Tell Nana here's a last one
If I die tonight
Would I be forgiven
By all the people I been slackin
with When I was livin?
Those who I hurt their hearts
Took advantage of
And even lied to
Hug you one last time
For forgiveness Yeah I would like to
If I die tonight
Would you feel the loss?
Tomorrow would you dial
My number by accident
Then suddenly... pause?
If I die tonight
I wonder who would get
To keep my flip flops and shoes
Jerseys, even my little Stuffed crocodile Coco too
Get my cell phone Message everyone from A to Z
Tell 'em this ain't Dedy
He passed away last night
And pray he rest in peace
If I die tonight
Would you think of my room
When you see blue
Wanted to clean it up this morning
But then I never knew
If I die tonight
What would happen to you
How long would it take Before she kissed another man?
... God damn...
At the brim of boredom
would she be there and sing with me
Things I wish I knew...Labels: her, mama, she
